Sunday, February 21, 2010

Damn My Life!!!

Okiee, I was actually happy again and guess what happened? Sam broke up with me! he said that it was just too weird that I was his brothers ex girlfriend... Okiee why is it that EVERY TIME I get happy again and my life seems like it's getting better it goes away? It's NOT FAIR I want to be happiee! I guess I'm not meant to be happiee, It's just NOT in the cards for me... I really did and still like Sam, but he thinks that I was just dating him to make Ben jealous which is not true! I was going out with Sam because I really liked him, but I guess he didn't feel the same way about me...I though he was a good guy and different from his brother but apparently I was terribly WRONG! UGHHH! I guess he was more like Ben than I thought but oh well there's nothing I can do about it, I'm really just stick of dealing with boy's and it's not like I'm gonna find a man around here. I'm still friends with both Ben and Sam and I'm fine with that. yes, I'm sad that it didn't work out but I really do love them both as friends and I don't want to not have them in my life... Now to be honest I did and do like Sam but when we broke up I kinda saw it coming so it didn't bother me much! So I'm okiee with it...Life goes on! I was going to go to job corp and get my life started but I'm really just thinking about it now, I know what I want but want I want isn't easy to get... I think about my life and I know I want a good life for myself but I know some of the things I want are probably not going to seem good to other people but it's my life and I'm in control of it! So what I'm going to do is live it!


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Shellbee Renee
I'm 17, I love to hangout with my best friend kayluhh! I LUFF YOU KAYLUHH! My life isn't always fun and enjoyable but it's life, I like to hangout and be with my friends it's when I'm the happiest! My love life isn't too great either, I've been in love once and it didn't work out, lol but strangely I'm okay with the out come...I never know what's going to happen or who's going to come along, I'm the kind of person who go's with the flow, I don't like making decisions...So if you ask me to you probably won't get an answer back! hehe I love to make people happy, and I'm fun to be could say I'm the life of the party lol...=P
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